Good Intentions

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions..."

11-23-2017

Burdensome

Sometimes....

Like right now..... I just feel like my existence is excessive ...

Excessive from the very beginning....

Unplanned.
Unwanted.
Unneeded.

Every blame
Every time I felt like a punching bag
Every time I felt hurt but the response I got was "so what"..."what if I did...What you going to do about it"

That old feeling of wanting to cut myself....So I can do something about it...

我活着好累
我活着很孤单
我活得很空虚
我活着很难过
我活得很失败
我很多余。。。活得很没尊严

Theres no tomorrow that didnt start from today..

Process of accumulation....

感性 vs 理性
Sensibility vs Rationality

Responsibility vs Burden

Family is our Responsibility, but not our Burden

How to tell them apart...

Responsibility is to let your family become better...Improving every day life

Burdens
Is in order to let them become, "live better" but you're living worse....
Their well being, being built on your dentrments, that's a burden.

Don't let family become the blood sucking leeches of your life...
And think you're taking care of them...

Educate them..
Not spoil them...

How ya living? How am i living?

I won't have a problem if you aim high and miss. But Imma have a real issue if you aim low and hit.
-Michangelo

If you think you can or think you can't, you're right."
Henry Ford

You'd rather be an hour early, than a minute late..

"You are what you repeatedly do"
Aristotle
Therefore excellence ought to be a habit, not an act. Don't ever forget that."

"Ego is the anesthesia that deadens the pain of stupidity"

"Pride is the burden of a foolish person."

Dumb enough to Believe You

My innate nature is to think the better of people and give them the benefit of the doubt.....Which I have oh so many of....

Some fail me intentionally with alterior motives...
Others fail carelessly....Obviously....Stupidly....

It's all very disappointing....

You have been weighed.
You have been measured.
And you absolutely ... Have been found wanting....