Grandparents

Grandpa's blood sugar just suddenly dropped to 18... he was covered in sweat that soaked through his shirt and undershirt. 

And he still had enough sweat on him to dampen 5 strip pieces of paper towels... :(

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Grandma is looking more emaciated everyday, even though her fractures are healing. 

I've never seen grandma so skin and bones my entire life. 

All of this is too much. 

I cant... 

I know I'm supposed to "feel" all this in order to move forward 

But I can't...

I just cant.......

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I want to call ICU again to check on Jane, but I'm afraid to know anymore bad news...