Hope is Dangerous

I don't want her living off hope.

There are worse things than hope.

You're wrong.
Bad news stops us for a while but then you move on.

Hope is paralyzing ...

S4ep25 of Criminal Minds

...

F: It takes something out of me, too. The scary thing is sometimes I don't even notice it till long after its gone.

Rossi: You know this job ain't all milk and honey.
Some days you lose. Some days you do things you don't want to do. So ask yourself this:

Where can you do the most good and still do yourself the least harm? Then make your decision.

S11ep6 of Criminal Minds

From: Being Mary Jane (TV Show)

Let go of what you think is supposed to happen

And just let it be...

Being Mary Jane

Season 4 ep3

You gotta stay ready so you don't have to get ready

Season 4 ep8

Female Courtship

追女人如同烹小鲜
要文火慢工

(鐵齒銅牙紀曉嵐)
皇帝 言

戀愛先生 Mr.Right

女人啊，迎合就是变蠢的开始。

男人欺负女人是本能。
男人让着女人是本事。

好好的两个孩子
不能因為一些個什麼懷疑啊
什么不舒服啊
这麼下去還不得落個就地拉倒啊
亏不亏呀

像朋友相處也一樣
莫名其妙的就不了了之
都是這麼開始的
这叫什么呀
一个不说
一个不问
都不是矫情孩子了是吧
心里有什么想法好好聊聊
沟通沟通
像成年人一样，解决问题。

Good Intentions

"The road to hell is paved with good intentions..."

11-23-2017

Burdensome

Sometimes....

Like right now..... I just feel like my existence is excessive ...

Excessive from the very beginning....

Unplanned.
Unwanted.
Unneeded.

Every blame
Every time I felt like a punching bag
Every time I felt hurt but the response I got was "so what"..."what if I did...What you going to do about it"

That old feeling of wanting to cut myself....So I can do something about it...

我活着好累
我活着很孤单
我活得很空虚
我活着很难过
我活得很失败
我很多余。。。活得很没尊严

Theres no tomorrow that didnt start from today..

Process of accumulation....

感性 vs 理性
Sensibility vs Rationality