Messy Thoughts

How do I tell my shrink that since the last time I saw her

Till this week.... 

I OD-ed and was in the ER ...😅🤦🏻‍♀️?

And not have her wanting to have me committed lol 

Oy vey.... 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Even my family doesn't know and just thought I was in the ER for food poisoning. 

And then my stomach was super upset for the week that followed .... (Good news.. lost 7lbs lol 🤣)

It's not 100% back to normal but at least I'm able to eat more now. 

....

Just when I thought I might hit cardiac arrest... And what am I to do?

My thoughts hit...fuck it lol and went... 

I'll be dead... No longer my problem lol 🤣 

Even though I was worried about how my folks would have to deal with all this and etc

How quickly ... It went into a blank slate of ... 

Oh well lol