The smaller the windows i leave my windows for things to get in ...
Not through the fenced net...
Not through the cracks....
Trying to be receptive of the universe often just leaves me going WTF?? Really??? ...gotta be kidding me..lol...ridiculous....again.......
Grandpa has had the same procedure done at least 3 times now and the problem still isn't resolved; But it has now gotten worst. I'm just glad he's not longer in the ICU and is now transferred to the regular patients' wing.
But he was gushing so much blood before I had to call the ambulance for him.... (on Saturday 05/10th)
A solid 5 bags of blood transfusion had to be done and he was bleeding out quicker than they could put the blood back into his body.
How close we came to losing him.... again....
That hit hard as an after thought... and a scary one at that.
He's in Elmhurst Hospital .... because that's the closest one...
Surprised that my Dad asked if I wanted to go with the ambulance the other day... like he disregarded my PTSD completely lol * scoffs * ...
(like for real pops?!? ..smh)
Like i know you love and care for your wife but damn ... what am I..chopped liver??
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