I've been feeling sick this week, and a little from last week....my throat was swollen and it's back again. I haven't had decent sleep for at least a good month in change now. I either can't fall asleep, or I wake up early and then can't fall back asleep till I'm at the point of exhaustion. My eczema have been pretty active, and my immune system have definitely gone down the latter. And all of this stress for what ? $18 per hour? $15 per hour? People I work with? Not worth it.
Finally had that meeting with Alex today, since last Friday's little shabang.
I don't know if he's senile, got dementia ...or something...... But he forgets and then jumbles a lot of the things said to him during these meetings; and then next thing I know it becomes something else.
I can tell that as soon as I walked into his office, he wasn't very pleasant. His hair was a mess and seemed cold. The talk with 318 might of done the trick, or Waheed added some special effects in there for me prior to seeing the Boss. Whatever the case may be, I don't really care anymore.
It was a very long meeting about many aspects of his company and his staff. I did not want to speak to him and Waheed at the same time; that guy is a two faced, lying son of a bitch and I don't trust him nor give a shit about what he has to say. But I could also tell that I got him nervous, since he knows I'm not afraid, I'm honest, and got no filter on the truth on things I know about him and his bullshit. (Waheed wasn't in the meeting with us till the near end, so I heard he was wondering about back and forth from dispatch room to Alex's office lol don't know if it's because of nerves or tryings to eavesdrop.)
Today's topic: first thing he said to me... which was that I caused such a uproar, and how come everyone hates me now, etc lol He looked so displeased. It reminded me of the look on his face when he said Veronica won't be coming back to the company, he won't let her come back anymore.
* Farruhk & his profile being changed (He seemed surprised when I told him everything that was going on in relations to this boy. Said he will check his attendance and if anything duct his pay. Asked me how he was when he was in Business class, told him I didn't hear much problems --esp. not like the ones he's giving me on my end. So Alex decided to put Farruhk back to B-class. ) Alex also gave me some sort of explanation story about why Farruhk got a $3 raise and no extra work, when they dumped all sorts of work on me lol for the same $3 value for a raise.
* Robin (She will be getting a first class ticket out of here, as soon as we get someone good enough for replacement; or till season dies down. ) She is our biggest pain in the ass out of all the operators, and for $14 an hour...that's just some bullshit.
* Rudy (Boss asked me why didn't Rudy manage more, and how come I ended up doing everything and didn't let him do it? & proceeded to tell me "he's the manager, let him do it" )
*Zack
---- Waheed sat in during these parts of convo. :
* Edwin (Asked me how he was doing and what I thought of the new guy. he types slow.... real slow.)
* Joey (All of a sudden...Waheed chimes in "he's a good guy" and Alex telling me the world isn't perfect lol. Whatever.... )
* Dinara (The issue that no one has the balls to bring up to the Boss. So I did, since I don't fear for my job right now. He gave me some story too, and Waheed had to chime in again about how Zack talks to her and etc ---BULLSHIT ! if anyone did talked to her, and corrected the issue----> then why the hell is she still like this?!?! explain that to me why don't you !! ) Alex also gave some background story of what he was willing to share etc then he said a Russian saying " a fly thinks he is a plane"
Today was the first time that I think I saw the Boss annoyed, tho he does try to come off as disconnected as possible. It was around the time when I said that I just want a clear list of my duties and etc // And when I was interrupting him... lol
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Went on break after the meeting, came back and have a private talk with Wendy too. Marion was comforting me as well, which I really did appreciate. Then Alex called for me around 8pm... basically proposing....$18/hr and for me to stay as a Dispatcher, since my drivers love me. He was surprised that I didn't just accept his offer, and wanted to sleep on it and continue the talk tomorrow.
----Spoke to Murray around 4pm and Waheed was trying to paw some other bullshit on him, about giving Roman to him for assistance or job endangered?? lol Murray was like no, I don't want him, fire me now then ...and basically said he will just go to one of the many other company options he has to pick from.
----Spoke to Janet from Sullivan and Cromwell.... she gave me some background info. too lol.
----Spoke to Kevin, he looked happy to see me and asked when they were going to give me for his shift lol And that I had him scared when he didn't see me last night when he came in for his shift; he thought I had quit the job already.
Jeff made it very clear to me that they need me at my shift.
I just feel so disheartened from my shift, and majority of the people on it....(off the top of my head, Wendy, Marion, Tanya and Cynthia are the ones I'd wanna say a proper goodbye to. )
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