Thursday, December 17, 2009

Can't wait till May 2010....

If everything goes according to plan.... I'll be done with school May 24th, 2010 !~

From the looks of it right now, I currently got one set back on a history course and the online offer is already stolen in the registration process @_@.... :: fingers crossed for someone dropping it!! :::....hahahhaaa

This years Cluster Review on Monday was rather refreshing. It's something they've never done before, which is invite a variety of Professors into our sessions and have a few set of fresh eyes giving us their opinions. Instead of picking on where we lacked or saying what they liked.... I felt like they were more kin on giving us a sense of direction for our Senior Thesis.

I don't know the name of that Professor who asked me which pieces would represent me at best at the moment.... but she was right on the money with that question; It also hit the nail on the head for me. I think it is the right direction for me and I know just how to go about it. I don't feel lost, it expresses my anxiety with a sense of clarity and I don't struggle during the making process. (which means I'm not hindered by my inner turmoil), aka AWSOME! hahahhaha

I'm the bottle lady in my painting class, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Casting Stuffed Animals..."Experiments"

This semester, I might of been a little too ambitious after an introductory course last year. I had the idea to cast toys and of all things, stuffed animals to be exact. I Googled and didn't see any assistance online or even a helpful forum, nor on the smooth-on web site; it also felt wrong for me to bother my newly wed Professor on her break. So I "Experiemted" with the materials, casting methods and the stuffed victims from my childhood.

A>Then the other option of a 99cent store Christmas panda, that has arms and legs that extents like a stick figure.

I used alignate to make a mold of the Christmas panda, after I vaselined it.
The panda in the container started to float, after I poured in the alignate....= Epic Fail
Because this phenomenon caught me by surprise....I poured more material in to secure the cure time inorder to keep making the mold, while poking it down. Then I mixed plaster and poured, just to find out it broke after I removed the mold.

B>The conventional stuffed animal that's mostly round in shape with no real significant figural definition in it's form.

Because the last victim floated, I decided to ice this one after soaking it in water.
I left it in the freezer till it was completely solid, then I took it out a few times fixing the ears or other areas that got crushed in the container during icing. It was re-freezed a few times till I liked how it looked before my second attempt of mold making.
I used OoMoo30, this time.
To secure the teddy bear from floating.... I added about 1-2cm of water at the bottom of the container and iced it. Mixed the OoMoo and then poured it in. The ice started to melt and I noticed the teddy elevated in the container. I was hoping I'd be able to remove the Teddy safely during demolding so I put it back in the freezer to cure the OoMoo30.
I did however, poke the Teddy Bear down with a wooden stick till it's a little more stable from the liquidity form after pouring in the material.
BUT.... OoMoo typically needs to be cured at room temperature and not in the freezer.
So... it was rather interesting 12hrs later.... lol
The OoMoo itself was so rubbery, like chewed gum.... it was hard to cut and demold.
So it was left out in room temperature to cure, again.
The mold turned out hard and stiff, incomparsion to how it usually would of cured.
Where there was melted water drops, it made a little mold print of its own.
The Teddy was also trapped within the mold after the ice had melted into water again.

So Epic Fail #2


Now, for anyone interested in visuals of my bad casting experience...
Here's a link to my facebook photo album.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2112464&id=35406120&l=b4ca2b5ada

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Tomorrow 's Cluster Review...

The end of another year...

3 project paintings to show

Cultural Influence painting...


Pop Art
Anything goes...

one 6 painting series of our choice

I did collage with my dead flowers...

&

3 Sculpture assignments:

Smooth Cast... repetitions
OoMoo Mold
Brush on Mold...




---- And if everything goes on track... Mo's helping me with the writing and I'm gonna spruce up my sketch book to show him... I noticed he (Professor Jeff Way) doesn't even bother with me any more.... like he prefer just walking away... and I don't even know why. I feel very excluded...

Monday, May 11, 2009

6 Painting Series

Currently trying to finish the other 3 of my series, but I'm having a hard time. I don't think I'm all together, like there THERE... it's like I'm absent in my own work. (is it the meds?) I don't even know how to read that, internally.



Mo read the tarot cards for me today and I get the idea that my dead plants are a good idea? @_@
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Thursday was the Senior Thesis show and I am so proud of everyone there. I couldn't help but feel competitive and a little pressured about doing something great during my up coming thesis. Those were people from my semester, 2 blocks that I was bonding with and I want to produce something that's going to match their caliber. Professor Dillin told me to start thinking and or start working on it now as I might need it, because I work slow towards perfection. It really made me think, and the show gave me a reality check to the atmosphere that I was creating for.

Maria's scale...
Kat's waving/crocheting/and knitting skills(?)
Vika's WOW effect.. in some greusome ways
Marcin's subtlety in the little relief faces he made.
Hiedi's haunting birds...and decomposing figures.
and Inna, being the only work forcing us to look up lolz

I got my work cut out for me as I don't know to paint or sculpt yet.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Plaster....the mother Mold!

Rule of thumb, don't mix nothing else into the batch once it's been mixed.

...Me...plaster panic.... added cold water cause it was curing faster than I can work. So yeah... it went bad and I had to redo one side of my mold.

My second side was good and my redo was better. I just hope I didn't already do some un-foreseen damage :/ I did squeeze out all the water in the burlap before reusing.

Waiting on further instructions before I continue to finish the mother mold, so I can cast during next class. ^.^ I'm excited! Almost done!!!

In the mean time, I think it's just some filing and smoothing to make it look pretty on the outside. :) I got two more sides to plaster before casting.

(Worked from 6:30-9:30pm tonight)

Monday, April 27, 2009

I Hate web site making !

Maybe it's me, but I frankly don't think GoDaddy.com is that user friendly after you pay them money. I'm having a hard time making this site, and even the album galleries. It let me upload but not to delete, without deleting the whole gallery and to have to re-upload Everything!!!


6:46AM

I'm still up from trying to use their stupid set up methods and etc, and the options I am left and capable with. I currently have a headache with no progress to show.

Aaaarruuggghhhh!!!

(I literally stayed up like 10hrs trying to work this out... I failed :( )

my Artist . com

Yes, all apart of being a student, being an art major, and being in love with Art and want to live with it.

I have to admit, this is a pain lol.

I'm not the self promoting and sell myself type, I find it kind of distasteful. :/

But doesn't hurt to figure out how to do it.

I do have a dilemma about "Using my Name" as the domain. I sign all my works with my preferred English name aka "Jessica" but my legal name is Xuan. >_<" AAAhhh....

Jessica Zhang - Xuan Zhang and etc are all taken.

So I thought about using Jessica Zhang and then followed with my Chinese name: Xuan.
My Chinese name is to be read "Zhang Xuan" which is why I had the idea. But it just seems really odd and type error looking. (Am not pleased)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Art has become painful

"I don't see why He's making you do something that's been done."
~Professor: Montalto

Pop Art...

I don't want to be the next Warhol, I don't want to emerge in his style nor any one elses'.

It's hard to make someone hate what they love to do, and he has done it.