Sunday, November 19, 2017

Burdensome

Sometimes....

Like right now..... I just feel like my existence is excessive ...

Excessive from the very beginning....

Unplanned.
Unwanted.
Unneeded.

Every blame
Every time I felt like a punching bag
Every time I felt hurt but the response I got was "so what"..."what if I did...What you going to do about it"

That old feeling of wanting to cut myself....So I can do something about it...

我活着好累
我活着很孤单
我活得很空虚
我活着很难过
我活得很失败
我很多余。。。活得很没尊严

Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Theres no tomorrow that didnt start from today..

Process of accumulation....

感性 vs 理性
Sensibility vs Rationality