A Mother's day, without a mother in the house

This must be a bad year lol First time mommy's not here for her own bday and now Mother's day.  She said they won't be coming home soon from the way it seems, since my Grandparents aren't in the best of conditions right now.  Grandma has gallbladder stones that has formed beyond just in that organ, and in all different sizes. @_@" ... She needs surgery but her health condition hinders that option. Chinese herbal meds as a surgery free alternative, but her body still can't handle it. I really hope they can come back to New York soon, at least the medical facilities would put part of our minds at ease.

   Also told mom about recent things with Matt, since she asked about him.  Was that my mom's subtle way of being mad? since she always sounds so even tempered? lol that's my mom for ya ... just nice.  Daddy got on the phone trying to calm the conversation, and getting blamed for taking his side lol Just got put in the same category just for being male lol ... kind of funny lol And then there's my dad going ...what did i do? lol hahahhaa oh man... just too amusing. Then mom's mad at him? and they both tried to tell each other to butt out and chill...it's just funny hahha  I love my parents. I don't know what I would do without them.

     The only good thing would be I got away with crying for a day and a half without her here. She would of been in my room with wet and dry paper towels and a wet towel, trying to get me to stop crying, and making my eyes swollen and blood shot, then allergic to my own skin. I miss my mommy. She would of been in there just looking at my face seeing an expression she deems fishy, or hearing me cry from the next room..even tho I keep it low volume nowadays. She would just pop up lol, I even questioned if she had some kind of ultra sound bat hearing lol. My mom's amazing.